REVIEW - Thoughtful (Thoughtless #1.5) by S.C. Stephens



A new novel in the Thoughtless series from #1 New York Timesbestselling author S. C. Stephens! 

Every story has two sides, and in this new book, the epic love story between Kiera and Kellan is shown through his eyes.

All Kellan Kyle needs is his guitar, and some clean sheets of paper. Growing up in a house that was far from a home, he learned a hard lesson:You're worthless. Now his life is comfortably filled with passionate music, loyal band mates, and fast women...until he meets her. 

Kiera makes him ache for more. Makes him feel for the first time that he'sworth more. But there's one problem - she's his best friend's girl.

Just when Kellan thought his emotional defenses were rock solid, Kiera's indecisive heart wreaks havoc on his soul, changing him forever. Losing Kiera is not an option.







Kellan Kyle is my number one book boyfriend—a sentiment which I know is shared among many women out there. What can we say? The swoon-worthy rockstar is a scene stealer. I know I only got through the first two books of the Thoughtless series in Kiera’s POV only because of Kellan. Kellan has made me tear up, laugh, swoon, and melt. The player turned devoted boyfriend has captured many hearts around the world, and he continues to do so through this novel. Thoughtful, which is Thoughtless in Kellan’s POV, is the alternate POV book I never knew I needed. It’s been about two years since I first read Thoughtless and it almost felt like I had never read it when I got caught up in Thoughtful.

“For the first time in a long time, I was looking at someone who saw me. Not the rock star, not the playboy, but me. The real me. And for the first time in a long time, terror crawled up my spine. This girl…she’s already made an impression, and I hadn’t even been introduced to her yet. The three of us all living together could be an incredible, eye-opening experience. Or it could be a living nightmare. Either way, it was definitely going to be interesting.”

There’s really nothing to not love when it comes to Kellan. The lead singer of the D-bags was the first guy I knew I could really call my book boyfriend and he remains at the top of my book boyfriend list. He has that sensitive little boy that lives underneath the sexy, confident singer. We got to see a more in-depth look into the man that has stayed with me since the beginning. What his life was with his abusive parents, how much he slept around until Kiera came around, how much he cares about Denny as a brother, how important the band is to him (and vice-versa), and how much he deserves the title of my number one book boyfriend.

“I was mildly surprised at how natural holding her felt. She fit into my body perfectly, like we’d been molded for each other. and comforting her was stirring things inside me. Besides wanting to protect her, save her, something else was growing…friendship, or maybe something even deeper than that. I wasn’t sure. All I knew was that I didn’t want her to go.”

I was blown away with Thoughtful. Seriously. I didn’t know what I expected out of the alternate version of one of my favorite books. And honestly, I was too scared to get my hopes up for this book. But, I shouldn’t have feared. I know that S.C. Stephens has come a long way as an author and a writer, and it truly shows in this novel. I was totally sucked into the world again. The angst was all there again. And god, the angst was already intense the first time around. It felt like I had never left the world of Kellan and Kiera. I found myself snapping at family members to leave me alone until I finished. I was smiling through all their little moments. I was swooning at all my favorite parts all over again. It was brilliant. It reminded me of how and why I got sucked into this new era of book world.

“I loved her? Loved. As in, I couldn’t live without her, and I didn’t want anybody else? Crap, that felt so right. But I couldn’t actually be in love with her. Could I? Fuck.”

Seeing everything though Kellan’s eyes was surreal to me. I think S.C. Stephens did such an amazing job of telling the story again through Kellan’s eyes. Because if you didn’t get this feel from the above paragraph, it truly felt like a new book. Scenes that I have reread over and over again felt so fresh and made me fall in love with Kellan and Kiera all over again. Kellan has such a distinct voice from Kiera. It was fascinating to see Kiera through Kellan’s eyes, and more importantly Kiera and Denny’s relationship through Kellan’s eyes.

“We stared at each other for long, silent seconds. I wished things were different. I wished our time together had been different. I wished I meant more to her. I wished she loved me, like I loved her. I wished my heard didn’t pound when I stared into her eyes. I wished my lips didn’t ache to press against her skin. But wishing didn’t change anything.”

I couldn’t believe that Kellan had really loved Kiera for basically the duration of the book. Since he first laid eyes on her. Don’t get me or him wrong, he truly, deeply loves Denny like a brother and he even idolized Kiera and Denny’s relationship. But, he craved what they had. And he wanted the affection from Kiera. And, well you know how the story goes. However, Thoughtful shows you that no matter how much you’ve memorized Thoughtless, you haven’t seen it like this before. And I loved every second of it.

“I loved her. She loved me. We’d made love to each other, and it had been better than anything I’d ever felt before. I wanted to curl up in her arms, feel her stroke my hair, whisper that I loved her and that I’d never leave her. I’d stay here with her, because this was where my heart was. She was my heart.”

At times, it was hard to believe that I was actually getting to experience such an amazing journey through fresh eyes. I never expected Kellan to be so…emotional and sentimental on the inside. For all the things Kiera punished herself for, Kellan experienced twice as much. Kellan was so emotionally invested from the beginning. It surprised me to see how deeply he felt—hurt, love, lust, all of it. Kellan took my breath away. It was amazing. I applaud S.C. Stephens for yet another best-seller. And I thank her every day for Kellan Kyle.

“Forgive me…please. I tried to forget you. It didn’t work…I just wanted you more. God, I’ve missed you. I’m sorry I hurt you. I’ve never wanted anyone like I want you. Every girl is you to me. You’re all I see…you’re all I want. I want you so much. I want you forever. Forgive me…I love you so much. God, I love you. I need you. Forgive me. Stay with me. Say you need me too. Say you want me too. Please…be mine.”




S.C. Stephens is a New York Times and USA Today bestselling author who enjoys spending every free moment she has creating stories that are packed with emotion and heavy on romance. 

Her debut novel, Thoughtless, an angst-filled love triangle charged with insurmountable passion and the unforgettable Kellan Kyle, took the literary world by storm. Amazed and surprised by the response to the release of Thoughtless in 2009, more stories were quick to follow. Stephens has been writing nonstop ever since.

In addition to writing, Stephens enjoys spending lazy afternoons in the sun reading fabulous novels, loading up her iPod with writer's block reducing music, heading out to the movies, and spending quality time with her friends and family. She currently resides in the beautiful Pacific Northwest with her two equally beautiful children.

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